I give up , spine problem's. Please read and pray.?

Hello everyone, let's make this short. I'm feeling very down, i just had a baby and thing's seem to be falling down. I wish i could give my son my all , but at any second, i'm not going to be able to due to spine problem's. I've been to the hospital alot of time's complaining about movement in my upper spine, near the c parts... Ive told them i felt movement and they still keep turning down.. I was admited to the hospital.. and they did a xray and mris, and fluid test and b12, and they said everything came bck normal but my syptoms keep getting worse. I keep on getting blurred vision, heavy leg's, tingling, numbness, in face, arms and leg's.. I can't litteraly feel my arm's without touching them, they feel very weak and light and wobbly and the feeling doesnt go away... what should i do :( i know it's to late just pray for me....